the waiting room

Yesterday while driving home from work, my thoughts were about shopping or no shopping. During the day my phone beeped endlessly with enticing messages; up to 50% on your favorite shoe brand. 30% off on all new clothes. come and be the first to benefit from the sales… as we were the 2nd of January, I knew my bank account was happy and that I could afford splashing myself with “up to 50%” items and find stuff for my kids who seemed to be busy growing 1 size per month!

As trivial as my thoughts were at that moment, something tragic happened few kilometers away. A bomb exploded in Beirut’s southern neighborhood, blinding everyone around with its terrible light, site, noise and then silence. I cannot imagine what goes through the people around at that moment. I cannot imagine what they are seeing, hearing or feeling. smoke? sharp smells? raging flames? for a moment or so, time stands still. then chaos reigns. people start screaming, shouting, running…I don’t want to imagine.

Same moment. Two different levels of reality.

That was the 7th car bomb in 6 months in Lebanon.

Thousands of innocent (aren’t they always?) people destroyed and for ever scared. Houses, cars, shops, buildings destroyed. Dreams and hopes vanished.

Today I am debating with myself if I should go out dancing tonight with my friends. It feels weird that my reality was about entertainment while few kilometers away I know people are crying their loss, sitting by the bed of the wounded praying, cleaning up broken glasses, cursing. How can our realities be so far and yet we are so close. It is so surreal.

A friend once asked me: how do you stay sane in a world like this? how do you keep on living, working, sending your kids to school, while someone out there is planning yet another bomb. How can you just sit and wait?

That is when i realized that we (the Lebanese)  are all living in a waiting room. A place where we know something bad might be told to us or happen to us, a place where the unknown prevails. We wait for the next bomb and pray that none of us are in that street that day. We wait for Iran and the US to make their deals and stop tormenting us. We wait for the Syrian war to stop slaughtering its people. We wait for the Palestinians to finally get their piece of land. We wait for our kids to grow so that we can send them abroad to a safer world. We wait for the morning to rise so that we can start all over. we wait for the night to arrive so that we can shut the brain off and forget the horrors. All we do is wait. and wait and wait.

Meanwhile, we go dancing. We go praying. We go visit our parents. Who knows, maybe tomorrow will never come.

Beirut in Arabic; carved in concrete
Beirut in Arabic; carved in concrete

{christmas} expo at Caprice de Fil

Visiting a Christmas exhibitions in November makes you want to go home and redecorate on the spot! Caprice de Fil is the place to go if you need inspiration and if you have a sudden urge for Christmas! Entering the white little shop (5 minutes away from Antelias Church (15 minutes from Beirut Center) ) today was a sweet experience… walls and shelves were filled with little elves, angels, red and white christmas balls, hand made ornaments, and lots more…my children and I were touching every little piece and seeing it in our home! Needless to say that this was impossible as such beautiful ornaments come with a price… different prices for all budgets. the taste of products is exquisite, pretty, fresh and very Scandinavian…I felt I was in Denmark for a little moment…

What I also found remarkable is the wonderfully hand made ornaments; made by angels I would say,Lebanese Ladies living all over the mountains, working sometimes for months to deliver just one piece. Incredibly refined and lovely.

Here are some snapshots of the shop…

caprice de fil









For more info why don’t you follow their facebook page:

or call them +961 4521710, or visit them at their shop in Naccache Antelias (Rabieh area), opened every day (except Sunday) from 10 am – 5 pm..

Enjoy …ho ho ho….

Beirut loosing its few green square meters for a parking

Living in Beirut makes you live crazy things, among others wars, rockets, bombings, freaking street fights…and on top of this we have to witness very bad decision taken by municipalities; the removal of the FEW city parks to build a PARKING! I have never heard anything more stupid in my life.

How can concrete be more important than trees, oxygen and common space?

In Denmark, people are obliged to use their bicycles and public transportation, owning a car is a luxury, forget parking in the city, it costs a fortune. Parks are protected, taken care of, worshiped. They offer common space where the citizen from all levels interact, sunbathe, relaxes, walks, runs, gives speeches, create theater venues for kids, not mentioning the loveliest playground one can imagine (where ergonomic meets fun!).

So let’s get back to Beirut.

We have 3-4 public parks. They are not of high standard, they do not offer kids a safe environment, but they do give us a sense of civility, they give us a place to go, without offering entry fees.. they do offer oxygen and season flowers..

Yesterday; Saturday June 15, people from all Beirut gathered in the pretty garden of Jeitawi in Ashrafieh to demonstrate their anger towards the municipality of Beirut, who decided to remove the garden, build a parking and then redo the garden on top of concrete!

The more shocking part is those who are supporting the removal of the garden in order to park their stupid car…see below.

from {cycling circle LB} - no to a garden , yes to parking our BMW!
from {cycling circle LB} – no to a garden , yes to parking our BMW!
from {Tour Guide Nadine}
from {Tour Guide Nadine}

My brother whose soul is devoted to nature and green trees wrote this letter to the mayor of Beirut:

Taksim or no Taksim

An Open Letter to Beirut’s Mayor, Mr. Bilal Hamad

Dear Mayor,

We elected you.

In recent months and days, the controversial plan to transform some of Beirut’s urban parks (more like gardens) into underground parking areas has resurfaced.  With all due respect, this plan is irresponsible.  Yes Beirut and its citizens require more parking spaces but, equally, they require public transport (it’s time to scrap those dilapidated buses) and public spaces where they can meet, mingle, and breathe.  On the issue of parking areas, here is why the municipal plan should be nipped in the bud:

  1. Beirut’s trees and public gardens are in extremely short supply.  Their value is therefore priceless and infinitely superior to any urban development project. 
  2. Public gardens have a cooling effect on the surrounding streets and buildings.  The secret lies in the deep soils that soak up rainwater in winter and deflect heat in summer.  By contrast, all forms of hard surfaces, particularly concrete, will trap heat and increase ambient temperatures (the so-called heat island effect).
  3. Claiming that the garden will be restored on top of the parking is futile.  It won’t work and it won’t have the same cooling effect as a deep-rooted garden because the flow of rainwater will be interrupted.  No flower bed can replace the ecological services that public gardens provide.

In your capacity as mayor of Beirut, here is what I would do:

  1. Resolve any outstanding dispute with the (acting) governor of Beirut who unfortunately holds much of Beirut’s executive powers
  2. Disclose the cash savings that Beirut Municipality has amassed in recent years and end any further speculation on this subject matter
  3. Allocate 10% of these savings to buying or expropriating vacant private property in Beirut, and then earmark these lands for public use including underground and tower parking, as well as more gardens (the municipality should have started this process in the 1990s)
  4. Reveal the true scope of Beirut Municipality’s strategy for revamping public gardens and end the tit-for-tat announcements that make the news every few months
  5. Require an Environmental Impact Assessment of all urban development projects (incl. underground parking) which is mandatory under Decree 8633/2012 and prior to commencement of construction works
  6. Immediately allocate resources to patrol and maintain allpublic gardens in Beirut (creating many green jobs), including the pine forest, and open these gardens to the public with no discrimination.

Uprooting the trees in the Jesuit park in Geitawi, or any other park, to build an underground parking is not the answer.  It is downright wrong.  If still in doubt about the best course of action, please consider a referendum whereby the people of Beirut, your constituency, will express their opinion, and guide you.  We don’t want Geitawi to turn into a new and contentious issue (we have enough of those alas) and to further increase the ideological divide between the people of Beirut and its elected municipal council.  We want the Jesuit Park to unite us in support of 100 more Jesuit parks in Beirut.  Thank you for your consideration.

Karim El-Jisr

President of the Lebanon Mountain Trail Association

I would appreciate if this letter is shared, spread and read…We need to educate people, to open their eyes, to make them understand the importance of preserving a decent living place without concrete and buildings.

Beirut is suffocating and we cannot let this happen.

For more info or to get more involved go to:

Protest against the demolition of the Jesuite Gardens

Association of the protection of the Lebanese Heritage

also read this blog by URBANstances.

Beirut ashrafieh {melting pot}

would love to have this balcony!

My walking this morning took  me to the streets of Ashrafieh in Beirut. Still a reminiscence of the old lovely Beirut, but mixed totally with super modern high rises that pop up like mushrooms in between the soon to be ruins of old Beirut.

It is quite a contrast to see old artisans side by side to super sleek and modern buildings. And maybe that is the way it should be. A mix of today and yesterday. I just hope that the signs of yesterday will prevail, they add such  strong charm to the neighborhood, and a feeling of history that you will not see anymore once the last yellow stone and red tile has been removed.

Enjoy the street…

more lovely balconies
more lovely balconies
a mix of the old and the new, side by side, or wall to wall!
a mix of the old and the new, side by side, or wall to wall!
funky shop on the first floor of an old house, preserving it from demolishing!
bakery around the corner, perfect setting
opposite the old house and the bakery, the contrast is huge!
wood artisan repairing old chairs and cupboards, facing the high rises!
the artisan has probably never changed the setting of his little shop in 50 years!
charming last breath of what must have been a lovely house surrounded by trees and gardens!
i have a soft spot for shabby wooden doors and windows
someone is still living behind the green shutters…

For those enjoying the virtual walk, why don’t you join the one in Hamra and Ain EL Mreisseh, just click here and here.

Hamra area {last breath}

and these are the last batch of my walking tour few days ago…I should do this more often…and probably print those pictures and hang them, they really remind me of the Beirut my parents must have known, which must have been a magical time, where bombs, electricity cuts, awful traffic and very bad politicians were not even invented!

{a path to somewhere]
{a path to somewhere]
{an old beiruti house squashed between two high rises}
{an old beiruti house squashed between two high rises}
{once upon a time lived a family in a red bricked roof top house}
{once upon a time lived a family in a red bricked roof top house}
{stairways to heaven?}
{charming orange tree on the 3rd floor, olive tree on the ground floor, and meters of electricity wires to finalise the perfect picture!}

{probably my favourite piece of wall!}

{once three windows!}
{more stairways to heaven…}
{I like the Lebanese flag on that fishing boat…)
{returning from fishing…a huge contrast seeing that fisherman untangling the net while cars are roaming above his head on the bridge, next to the high rise}
{Beirut Corniche, cars driving to work, morning walkers…a normal day}
{ a lovely sight; well preserved old house…}

Do you also live in a city of contrast? Beirut is definitely one of them…

Beirut Hamra {wall art}

{logo of NASAWIYA; women’s organisation working on gender justice in Lebanon}

Amazing to walk down the streets an early morning and clicking away with my camera! I love those spontanious moments, and i cherish what I see and hope to be able to give you a sense of what the street spirit is at that moment…These pictures are snapshots of the walls around the amercain university of Beirut, and down the small streets towards the sea.


{LEZEM ; a word for MUST in arabic, ie we MUST change the world!}
{graffiti lovers; we love graffiti or we are just in love?}
{kola in arabic, as in COCA COLA?}
{this cow is just hilarious!}
{i love ART too}
{ i even found my husband’s name!} ❤

Next post will be about more pictures from that area, about the remains of very old Beiruti houses!